Why 'Joy in my Chaos'?

Throughout my grief journey, there has been one song that I have hung on to closely. If you've never heard the song 'Firm Foundation' by Cody Carnes, please go take a listen. In fact, if you haven't listened to it... I've got the link for it below.

 

There is an amazing line in this song that states: "I've still got JOY IN CHAOS, I've got PEACE THAT MAKES NO SENSE." These words probably mean a little bit different things to anyone. To me, the "joy in chaos" is for when I've seen joy through the dark times and the joy through the grief I've experienced. You might ask, HOW could you experience joy through all that? My answer, I have GOD in my life! I have a faith that helps me through it all. I can and I will tell you, I am also dealing with depression through my grief, but I see joy. I also have a peace. I have a peace knowing that my little angel is up there with God in heaven right now healed from everything. 

 

This blog will lay out my grief journey and how I'm continuing and still trying to find joy in my chaos. God Bless!